Consultation Showdown

After much thought and consideration I have chosen Dr. Lo for my breast augmentation. He has the same  credentials as the other doctors, but he is at least 2,000 dollars cheaper. A friend knows two people who have had work done by him and they were very pleased with the results. I have a feeling Dr. Lo will give me the look I am going for ie mom in clothes/sexpot when naked. So basically I am very excited. This decision is really getting me amped up to find a job so I can get this work done!

In the interim I think I am going to give my room a mini makeover. Get rid of the jail cell grey on my walls but a few new furniture pieces ya know redo my life as a new woman. There is a store called SteinMart. Surprisingly I found some very nice pieces. The pieces were the same quality as Homegoods, but slightly cheaper.

O btw starting tomorrow I will officially start posting pictures with my ideas. This is my promise to myself. Until tomorrow. 

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Transitions

What is your vice when you go through a transition? My vice is shopping. Needless to say this summer has created MANY frivolous purchases. I love love love bags. Second to my children that is the true love of my life. For the past few weeks I have been eyeing a Louis Vuitton Alma GM. I would like the amarente, but I have been toying with brighter colors in an effort to spice up my bland wardrobe.

This will be my fourth designer bag this year. The combined retail value of all these bags combined is well over 5000. Why would one need so many bags??? Let's just say I had myself a Blu Cantrell moment. In addition, all the bags were pre-loved costing a fraction of the price. I have been toying with this blog site because I'd like to start adding pictures to my pieces. This site is as bland as my wardrobe!

I like using sites like Ebay, Yoogi's Closet, Fashionphile, and BBOS Private Sale to find the best deals on designer handbags. The key is knowing what you want before you go to buy. Try using a site like Pinterest to compile your dream items, that way you stay focused. 

Tomorrow is my last boob consult (yea we still on that)!

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Fighting

Do you ever just get tired of fighting with people? I feel that I have so many great relationships in my life then just a few that are so-so to say the least. What is weird about it is that I feel like most of my bad relationship are with the opposite sex. I don't get how two people who seemingly care for one another can fight so bitterly. 

I cannot keep a decent relationship with any type of male outside my father for more than a month. As I get older more and more I am beginning to believe it is me. I simply have no tolerance for what I perceive as weakness in males. I was raised by a strong father. He showed very little emotion and even when he was "happy" for us it was always tag lined with a "you could have done x,y,z better".

From him I learned to protect my heart with poison laced arrows and a Teflon vest. There is no man that can ever get into my heart or head as much as he thinks he can. But I digress this is not open mic.  I just finished my last day of a very rigorous summer and decided I'm done fighting with myself and other people.

You think you can tell some people everything, but in actuality you can't tell anyone most things. People that you think have your back do not. In this world you are your only protector. I figured that out these past few years. Going through what I been through would make anyone live a little different, love a little harder (yourself of course). Anyways, I'm cheers myself to letting a little more roll off my back and not letting those that wish me ill make me ill.

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Daydreaming

I had the weirdest dream! I had the flattest stomach and the perkyest boobs. Needless to say I woke up looked down and thought what the hell happened. Now that the decision has been made I am really hustling to get my finances in order so I get can this done. 

The husband is still not totally thrilled with my decision, but for him it won't be reality until the day of surgery. My mind and heart are ready though. I'm not even scared. I have planned outfits beach trips all in my head of course. 

The good news is until my money is right I can spend my time ranting about other things.

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How many consults is too many???

Well over the past few weeks I have visited two cosmetic surgeons. One man and one woman. The woman doc seemed very conservative concerned that I did my "homework" as you call it. She really would not even discuss what I call the fun stuff ie size. She seemed very nice extremely knowledgable. The man doctor was very knowledgable as well. Answered all my questions, discussed sizes and everything!  He made me feel like I'd leave the operating room looking like a video vixen! Now to decide  which doctor.....ironically enough I am leaning more toward the woman doctor. She was closer to my home and her conservative calm demeanor was very comforting almost motherly. The next step will be deciding my financing and picking a date! I am sooooo excited!!!

Ideally I really would want to pick a date after I land a job. Yes I know I am doing things in a very ratchet way, but in my defense I start interviewing with school in a few weeks. So TECHNICALLY it makes sense to do the surgery prior to starting work. So I can save my vacation days for something that counts!

Til another day (.)(.)